Yesterday while coming home a random thought came to my mind about writing my whole experience about all that i have experienced after my graduation
So being unplaced after graduation and not being even able to qualify gate 2015 , i took a drop and prepared for gate 2016.
it was not easy the preparation. there were many times when i just hated it all , hated all the studying late and whole day just being around books thats it. everybody you meet asks the same question - How's your preparation going?. and i just say then same answer to everybody - 'Its fine...'
Also i was not always sure of gate so i also applied for a few psu like SAIL, BEL , VIZAG STEEL etc last year bu appeared for only 1 or 2 as by the time of these exams i had not prepared well..
During september last year i was not at all able to study at home as i would get up late and just spend my day doing nothing and hardly study anything .But later i decided that i would go out and study but strange there are so many places to waste time but none to study.
So initially for about a month i went to town park in the morning to study while people arund me would jogg , do exercises , mostly aged uncles and all..
they used to laugh at me but this time unlike earlier times when i was very conscious of others , i didnt care.. all i cared about was to study as i thought that if i study during these 2-3 months then i will never touch these subjects again.
even if have to study in a job then that would be a different course and a specific one.
Later i went to metro stations to study as it was very comfortable there in ac .
i used to study mostly at either jangpura station or jln stadium.
There also people who passed by me laughed and some even mocked , just this time it was young boys and girls. But i was determined.
After all these efforts i appeared for gate 2016 on 30 jan 2016 at manav rachna university.
I was very confident of a brilliant score but as they say 'Man proposes god disposes'
paper went horrible . coming out of exam hall i just didnt knew what happened with me.
I was thinking what just went wrong . did i just miss my whole year for this disaster. All wise people say that hard work is the key to success .. I worked hard no doubt , i would wake up till 4 in the morning studying all along, then why me...
what am i gonna say now to everybody , uptill now only strangers made fun of me and i didnt cared but now it would my own family and that i care.
Coming back from manav rachna university , the 6 km 20 min distance was so far the worst distance of my life that appeared so long that day...
